I’m Paranoid and Confused when it comes to you
but that’s what gets my blood pumping.
It’s very unclear and irrational the way I feel
But did normalcy and I ever share communion?
I’m crazy about you and I show it, but…
I’ll never be insecure about loving you because I chose to.
However, your lack of everything has broken my urn of empathy
You destroyed my conscience and made me into a monster
So we are two monsters, in love and in cohort with each other
This love is toxic but I love the way the poison burns.