I just googled “how to die”.
I am utterly frustrated at the way my life is just spiraling meaninglessly. I feel like I cannot get anything done, and I am going to die one day full of regrets.
I used to think it was very easy to sit uselessly and do nothing about an unpleasant situation, but now I know better. It is the most difficult, heart wrenching,death tasting thing to feel powerless about your situation.
I have no motivation. Pressure from every corner.
The quotes and inspirational videos have stopped working. I feel listless.